~Screwing Fate~

mendo... xD

2007-06-26T12:39:58Z

Sheesh... it's too troublesome... I'm not yet able to finish the Tenten essay I have been trying to accomplish... GREAT... this is what happens when you get too absorbed in a debate. (was that really a debate? it's more like a repeated stating of ideas... xD) But I do hope that I will finish it... who know what that person may think WHEN I don't give a peace of mind... (*_*)

And.... another sheesh.. I wanted to join the Great Heaven and Earth Summer Contest... BADLY! I have some plot and ideas but I don't have AN ENDING FOR THEM! Grrr... stupid writer's block at ending a story.. >.< I want the Naruto plushie! Even the Set... T.T I do hope... (again) that I will be able to finish a story before the deadline.. even just one... and I'd be very contented...^0^

Then... I HOPE once again that I would work on the second part of the story... the SasuTen story.. it really have potential but I don't have the TIME (yet again) to continue it.... even the ideas... it wasn't mine from the start any ways... It was my sister's...

So that's it journal-san.. I hope I can manage my schedule... (college is really different from high school) that way I'll be able to accomplish these plans that I have stated...^^

That's all.... God Bless!

P.S. SasuSaku fandom HATES so badly ne? =P

Shippuuden Episode 14

2007-05-22T12:35:04Z

Out of all the Shippuuden episodes... this latest release really changed my routine... it made me hyper and it was also the cause I haven't been getting proper sleep... (I also wasn't able to read fan fictions properly because of this...xD)

Let's see... what is the significance of this episode? Do I really consider this as a romantic proof for my favorite couple? Will I be... um become more confident and assured Naruto would go in NejiTen direction all the way with this scene? Will this cause great disadvantage for other fandom? e.g NejiHina and LeeTen...? Will I be able to shove to other fandom’s faces that this is a PROOF NejiTen is canon...?

My answers would be all a BIG NO for those questions. While I'll admit I am fangirling with this scene wishing this is the start of romance for the two... I can not... xD "Scenes like the one in Shippuden ep. 14 don’t mean anything. God, he just helped her. " (I quoted this from one person who doesn't believe NejiTen will happen...)

Exactly, Neji only helped Tenten for that matter...! He did not dare say, "Tenten, I can only say this for all time we've been together as team mates but... Tenten I like you... (blah blah or anything near that lines)...

Neji helped Tenten and that is what made me ecstatic. The thought of Neji being able to feel concern for his team mates... it shows how far Neji have changed. A lot of people says something about Neji being similar to Sasuke, but this proves everyone wrong.

Neji is his own person, he is his own character so this episode puts a great difference for the two...

And I already believed and hoped for NejiTen to happen, ever since the beginning... this episode doesn't really change anything... it might just add as a memory or something near but not really great evidence or something... IT ONLY HAPPENED IN THE ANIME... if it would have happened in the manga then I'll gladly shout and rant to everybody, "There you go, it can be NejiTen folks! Face the facts!" But guess what..? No... as much as I wish I could, I could not... *sigh*

Now

In reference to Tenten being WEAK... >.< I greatly disagree... Just because of some limitations and weaknesses, can we easily conclude a character weak...? Even pointing out far to be useless...? NO! Tenten was being a damsel in distress in this episode? She looked pretty weak and had shown poor character development? Tenten was so weak because she's the reason Gai-sensei had to open all the gates? No, again for the record... !

I already explained it in one forum in defense of Tenten and it's kinda um... tiring to repeat over and over again... although I feel that I only repeat what others (NejiTen lovers) said for that matter so... I won't post it here again and again...^^

All I have to say for that matter is to wait for the next episode, let's see and judge whether Tenten's really weak in the CLONE FIGHT... after all that's a one-on-one battle, and if she doesn't stand a chance to her own self, a CLONE... then I'll gladly accept all thoughts and views, prior to Tenten being weak... or her, having little character developments for that matter... XD

We can’t just neglect all Tenten’s development because of those scenes… it would be really unfair to Tenten, if we easily ditch and say she’s weak neglecting of what she did at episode 13 or what she’s possibly gonna do at this upcoming chapter… xD

Now, forgive me if I'm ranting, I guess I just get tired from this argument... at H&E prior to Tenten portrayed weak by the anime team... xD It's really irritating and disappointing how other fans can easily ruin a moment be it a romantic evidence for the fandom for that matter and how these fans can easily take the chance to jump at their own moment given the chance... But I guess this applies to all fandom… xD

Naruto's a shonen manga, let's face it all folks so we really can't expect more mushy and fluffy romantic stuffs.. Let's just be wary of what'll be laid down before us and when a pairing is established by Kishimoto-sama then can we make our own judgments and conclusions... xD

P.S. I still hope for NejiTen interactions in the future.. xD

To other sides of the episode... Gai-sensei was awesome! It was a refreshing thing to see... watching Gai-sensei fight... in action? Gai-sensei rocks! Too bad it wasn't the real Kisame... xD That changed my opinion greatly of Gai-sensei, to others who hate Gai-sensei... I think they were also surprised by this display...^^ Gai-sensei+nunchaku=Great!

Go Gai-sensei!

Even Neji-kun...! He's so kakoi! Hakke Ro.... um... I forgot... I really can't memorize that jutsu or style or whatever... ne ways... putting that aside... Neji-kun rulez!

Team Gai rulez...!^^

I would like to add about Lee and Tenten too... the whole TEAM GAI ROCKS, but Seeing this is already a looong post... I'll stop... xD That's all! god Bless! ja..!^^

Sasuke and Tenten

2007-04-25T11:10:22Z

I'm currently working on a fic about Sasuke and Tenten pairing... but unfortunately I can't make even a one-shot... only a drabble... I need to study Sasuke's character more... But I think I can't help it... after all I hated Sasuke even before I started watching Naruto.

I'll try to post the drabble though... but I think it would only be an implied SasuTen because there's not so much interaction... just something near like 20 truths or anything.. I'll try to work on it deeper though.^^ I want to xontribute something to SasuTen fandom after all.^^

Then... trying to understand other's side is somewhat troublesome... I just can't get myself to agree on to some SasuSaku fans. I always see something wrong with their deduction... **shrugs** but that's really how I feel when I study in-depth about their reasoning. I just can't find myself to believe in them... maybe because I'm a NaruSaku fan, I dunno. But I always try not to be biased.

After all I joined the forum to be an observer... and maybe a debater but not to go all-swooning like an idiot for NaruSaku fandom. I want to understand the NaruHina side too after all... these three pairing are considered... "canon". So I want to know what evidences NaruHina and SasuSaku holds. I have a prospective already of what some SasuSaku fans are... although not all of them. And I'm not insulting them.. they are great debater, after all.

NaruHina--- actually at first I'm fine with this pairing, I can even stomach seeing them together in some NejiTen fics.. but I guess things changes when you fall in love deeper with a pairing. I'll try to understand their belief so that I wouldn't appear stupid if I try to join a debate.

And I'll try working on a NejiTen manifesto!~~~Hey~ There's none yet... I'm sick and tired of looking at NejiHina and LeeTen fandom.. Heck, even NejiHina have their own documentary. I really tried HARD to understand their point but I guess I'm just a HARDCORE NejiTen fanatic so all of their reasonings are NULL. I just can't see the logic of their argument except for some about LeeTen pairing... other than that I really don't accept NejiHina. Down with INCEST, YAOI and YURI. (^__^)

But for me to start and accomplish this manifesto I'll study NejITen pairing deeper and find evidences which HAPPENED in the MANGA itself.

Wai... this have become an incessant rambling... but I guess this is what I feel today. I still have the hangover from the debate at NaruSaku vs SasuSaku forum... afterall who wouldn't I treid HARD to understand SasuSaku fans but I just have to work harder after all to testify all of my reasonings.^^

If anybody who'll read this rambling.. err--- can you show me a NaruHina manifesto... if there is. I want to know other's point of view. And I'll try hard not to criticize or counter every point they have.. I just want to stand by and observe first^^

Back at One

2007-04-22T11:27:07Z

I'm always happy with the prospect of having a blog or any kind of journal but, I'm always lazy to update my so-called diary. I'm not sure of what will be the outcome of this... but I guess I'll try to keep it alive as much as possible.

Back at One

---- since I feel like I'm yet once again starting another diary... that'll be loads of patience (typing AND updating... ^^). I hope I won't forget that I have an online journal.^^

---- another thing is that I need to be acquainted with other people.. (^_^). I wish that I can find other NejiTen lovers though^^

Well I can't think of anything to post but i'll be lurking here from now on... Glad to see site such as this! Bye for now...^^

God Bless^^

-----short post... T.T, well I'm not in the mood.. >,<